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July 20, 2010 at 5:38am
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Dang! If my God can open up the sea let alone create it along with the whole dang world ,  I dont think I can imagine how awfully great God’s wrath is. Jesus would have easily taken the pain since He is God but He was in human form just like you and me. Fragile. Just thinking of the word ‘wrath’ or anger under the category of physical and emotional. Jesus Christ was killed inside and out. I mean just how much would it torture me to lose my mom and get a paper cut all in one day. (Knock on wood) Haha, or maybe at least get hit by a car or something.    It would be the worst feeling to die inside and have everyone against you. People were mocking Jesus in the midst of his sacrifice. Even God was against him. Its kind of confusing that this man was against himself.  but I still believe that Jesus did take this bitter cup and horribly suffered out of love. At times, I would think 2myself , ’ I didn’t ask Him to die for me.’ I’m plainly stating that it would be all cool if Jesus Christ did not die on that cross. What a fool I am. This is exactly why he had to die on that cross because I have this attitude of a sinner deserving of punishment. We all do. And taking up this punishment for us is exactly Jesus’ purpose and act of love. And even if we say we did not ask Christ to die for us or He didn’t have to, HE DID anyway. even if he was afraid and and had his heart broken. Even if he had the power to escape. Jesus Christ still fulfilled the will of his father. and God’s will is always for the good. Because of all these, we can all go to heaven and not rot forever in hell. We will live forever! with Jesus. <3 By grace we also have free gifts for now that we live if we accept Jesus into our lives. true happiness, forgiveness, acceptance, fulfillment, friendship, peace and the best part :O  —> heaven! Christianity is nothing without the cross.                   

  I do not fully understand everything about God and the difficult questions and doubts against Christ’s cross, but I know some few things for sure. I have encountered God. and God is more than good. Following Jesus Christ is worth more than anything else I can think of. I know the God I serve has never lied to me. and His promises never makes me hope more for anything else. My heart has never been touched like this and I dont see how anything or anyone can but Jesus. I’ve never experienced such peace and desire for satisfaction. I am so happy that God called me and chose me and that I followed. My life is not perfect but it is better in so many ways. Christ took a hold of me. He dug real deep and gave me the privelege to have Him inside of me. His presence is something that no language can speak. He’s so holy and close. The intimacy is crazy that it seems as though not our mouths but our hearts are talking. And so

Father forgive this weary sinner in me. How should I thank you for such a sacrifice as your cross my God?  How can I thank you for that you call me your child? Father please give me strength to live for you. I love You Lord. I always will. You are so great. I honor you. My Saviour and King. I bow to You Lord. You do reign. I am a knight for your name’s sake. I want to fight for you. God give me the strength as I give myself to train for your victorious glory. I love that You love me Lord. Thank You Jesus. Thank You Father. I truly love You. You’re the best dad ever.

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