Not everything is psychological. Some things really do exist. Like when the singer in that song you’ve heard before seems literally out of tune. Like love. Like numbness. Did your mind create them before they were? Or did they just come to be then your mind came all over it? Your head. Sometimes its forcing you to think that you only thought that. and that’s the reason why it exists. NO. Not everything is psychological. Not everything is from your head. Like hope. Like God. Everything is. Your senses sense then your brain starts to embrace what is. Because then you figured. And then your soul chose how you’d feel. Your mind wants. Yet your soul stays true. Raw. Natural.
I don’t know what this is. But I’m closing it with what my being told me. When I worship through song. when my hands are lifted up. when my eyes are closed. when my heart meets one place. when my mind has one thought. when I’m there focused. when I’m standing on earth’s ground but I’m not. when my soul is light & recognizes clearly the fulfillment I already have. but I have a burden. to love. to serve my God. to serve him so badly. when I can’t express anymore. I’m still unstable. But God set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand.
I’m skin. I’m something crazy. I am fearfully and wonderfully made. I’m his child. That’s all I am.
