May 2012
1 post
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April 2012
2 posts
@ Lake Elsinore with the Lord
Our world is full of flaws. No matter how many amazing people you meet, all it is really is that they’re trying. its funny how we all have our standards. & As humans we must have em to define our lives. To do something, to act upon. to reason & decision. But God.. ? Man. You just let loose, like your best shot at just dance. Who cares how many steps you miss, how stiff your...
Now Strangers
To me,
they are foreign to physical compassion,..gentle language,.. & the great value of fellowship.
They’re foreign to affection.
To immediate consideration,
to conversations about true love and real patience. They are not fully aware of what it means to give time- to spare time, to spend time.
To silent oneself, and to let God do the talking.
They are foreign to simple...
March 2012
3 posts
I love those instances
There’s always something kind of missing even when things are going well. I love those instances of perfection. They’re not perfect. Nothing is. But they were to me. Those moments that bring great pleasure to the soul. To the heart. Those times when laughter is easy.
We make excuses of why things feel heavy. Or hectic. Or why I cant seem to embrace the wind like i used to....
&it's only been 18 years :
Life gets a little lot more vague when you get older. I’m less sure. compared to before when my insides always proved certain. Even when, they were undecided but certain. Now my words are blurry like my eyesight. Things are harder to define, but easier to understand. I get it. But I can’t articulate. I can’t easily navigate. or decide. Or turn something into art. Writing was...
It's not just another Dear God,
Dear God, Everytime I mentioned You, it just didn’t click to her. So it seemed like blabber to me since she didn’t understand.
When I spoke about You, her problems ate my words. What she was going through was bigger than what I had to say.
She couldn’t understand why things were, and why they are. You were too big for us to understand. And so I didn’t really know what...
January 2012
1 post
Jesus is not like the charm of fishing
Jesus is not like the charm of fishing. “The charm of fishing is that it is the pursuit of what is elusive but attainable, a perpetual series of occasions for hope.” -John Buchan. Instead, Jesus is living truth. A guaranteed hope. Joy that is set in its place, promised for you, waiting for you. Unlike the evasive fish, He is rock. So set your feet on him, and you will have a firm place...
November 2011
1 post
Miss me? Well, there's always more than what's...
can u miss something that you dont miss? If you miss missing something that you don’t miss anymore like u used to, does that mean something more than merely wanting to feel that something again? Before, when you thought you used to make sense. of when you could better articulate what your senses sensed? When you could dig deep and at least present those existences with words as in a blog...
August 2011
1 post
“It was an epiphany: scientists had been trying for decades to grow immortal cell...”
– from the Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks
this passage reminded me of the truth that we’re all meant to die. But through the transformation of our hearts caused by faith in Jesus Christ, believing in his death and resurrection, we can all live in eternity with Him.
July 2011
2 posts
“Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
The tension...”
– I dare you to move
June 2011
1 post
This is life. Its meaning is there’s no constant happiness. But there’s permanent joy. You stick with God because only then will you be fine. There’s no other way. In his presence, within his kingdom, in his arms, following him is the only place where I am able to see life as an adventure, with its necessary ups and downs. Without God, the adventure’s only a road with an...
February 2011
1 post
In the image of
There’s nothing like your sunrise. Red and orange hues of the sky in a horizontal view, dropping to ease the night.
Help me define my emotions, Lord. Let them be a part of me. Make them strong. I want to be human.
Provide me with your gift of companionship. A sweet caress for the heart, relaxing my inner soul, unconsciously living, lost in the core of familiarity.
Or even that of new....
January 2011
1 post
When words fall short..
why do my insides say ‘you don’t have the guts to express yourself’ ? Words are the tools used that take time. for me. some are born to joggle words blindfolded. Words, I don’t have enough of them. I have to shuffle a million times before the right positions come out.Giving a good posture to my ability to express through literature. Yet so many things exist within me....
December 2010
2 posts
“Words, they’ve been short lately.”
“it’s cold, behold, unfold, I’m frozen.”
November 2010
8 posts
Undefined existence
I feel emotions.
I won’t play a song. because that would stir them up and try to compromise things to come up with a feeling.
But I feel something that just exists. No definitude.
I’ll try to let it be. Even jotting it down forces a conclusion. But I’ll conclude for it to keep swaying like the waves of the ocean we have no control of.
I just feel.
Scripture has been prevailing.
I’m guilty of this thing called sin. In fact, I hate sin so much I think I’m helping promote it. How? Well, it’s not hard to show contempt against sin. But it’s hard to separate that hatred to the sinner. They’re so lost and broken that they rely on the nature infested with sin. It’s not easy to love on a broken heart that keeps pretending to be tough. I feel...
1 tag
Not everything is psychological. Some things really do exist. Like when the singer in that song you’ve heard before seems literally out of tune. Like love. Like numbness. Did your mind create them before they were? Or did they just come to be then your mind came all over it? Your head. Sometimes its forcing you to think that you only thought that. and that’s the reason why it exists....
When I hang out with my family, I know I’m tired for the right reasons. .
This
is when people become stressed, depressed, and tired. When responsibility and maturity becomes dull and boring, filled with unexciting routines, spinning the person in circles sick of the same old.
Appease
They try to control us thinking they know what they know cause’ they know us. NOT ENOUGH.
Everyone wants to fight for what’s right what’s right? the thoughts in our minds. OPINIONS.
I saw VENICE hours ago. Peace is like. English equivalent to no definite definition unlike what math does with equations. ACCEPTANCE of opinions.
But we’ve tried what we’ve tried so...
October 2010
2 posts
Run-on
This is an empty handed bottle unsure of what’s inside fulfilled with Jesus pride yet undecided when full of busy’s not so easy full of unwanted temporary responsibilities thankful these are only for the moment or of two delighting in the thought of getting back to being that greatly handful bottle filled with spiritual food - alone. loving the expression of words not needing to make...
“STOP A MOMENT. THINK EASY. YOU’LL FEEL A BURDEN FOR WHAT REALLY MATTERS.”
– busssyynnesss :ll
September 2010
13 posts
The Sound of Silence
Silence is so loud. When the furniture are stretching out. when i hear frogs & crickets wandering about. As i lie in bed @ night. Staring @ the black and white
Silence is louder. When actions speak more than words. as when language is through the body not mouth. When arguments neglected because there’s no need for sound. Just by one look we know. a certain touch can show. actions...
Divine physiology
It’s that more than just a feeling. It’s stuck on my bones. It’s in my muscles. Stamped on every single cell on my body - functioning every organ - working systematically in a coordinated manner producing systems- list them . from every beat of my heart in the cardiovascular and that constant urge & attempt to ‘captivate every thought’ in my brain in the...
Met her today. Her smile says Jesus.
“A woman’s heart should be so hidden in Christ that a man should have to seek Him first to find her.”
um. that’s just beautiful.
Met him today. Heard his heart say..
Lord mighty God. I will pour out my Heart and my Soul Lord, to Praise you. nothing may Hold me back to Scream your Name to the World Lord. for your Grace is worth Dying for, Guide me through Life and never leave my Side oh Lord. I Love you Amen
Not my words. but touched my heart.
“I can’t believe I’m really waiting for my prince charming…”
What's amusing?
+ swerves of huge road bridges, straight bridges solid and gray above our heads as we sit & drive.
+ Mountains that are secretly backs of sleeping dinosaurs.
Reblog if you ever said hi to a little kid and...
denishaiscool:
klugo:
wordstobesaid:
itsbjay:
(via soliketrystin)
Confide in me Lord. Tell me that I’m not loving in vain…
Wouldn't it be nice if your iPod could detect your...
wordstobesaid:
conniehadalittlelamb:
nevergiveupx:
jennypew:
xrowiniilove:
(via thatasiancharm, j0hnnylici0us)
That would be ssweet.! :) although I don’t have an iPod.
August 2010
7 posts
Words born from reading guidance of what is yet to...
It wouldn’t have had happened if this whole of me wasn’t involved. what keeps us going is the fact that there’s a personal of everything in it. This is what changed our hearts. captivated our minds. which then now led to how we see things. what we think, how we want to think. how we want to feel. God eventually takes in more than all of who we are. From what we know about...
“There’s nothing like Your kiss in the morning. :) I am in great awe...”
White as snow
I get so easily distracted. I think I may want to live on the mountains. then I won’t see the world. But I’d rather miss the whole world if Jesus is being barricaded. I don’t want to isolate. But I do want to keep my focus. Im not surprised of persecution. neither am I surprised of trials. But this struggle seems to be permanent. I dont want it. I dont want to think it. Or do it....
“I think I’m cheating.”
I bet you’ve been so close. Seems as though you’ve read so much. thought so much. Saw enough. Experienced more.
Yet how could you be so close and not see? How could you even analyze this “thing” and not be moved in the same direction? How can this catalyst so strong not change your mind?
I wonder if you’ve ever actually gave Him a chance. If you’ve ever...
I'm
off to camp! :)
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A Solemn Oath
I want to go with someone I love. I can’t wait for someone to love. I can’t wait for that someone who loves me. But I will wait because my Father tells me so. But I’ll wait as I am training about love, through love, and in love. As I am knowing who I am and what I am. As I am pursuing this adventure of search of identity to be how God wants it to be - so that I can perfect love....
July 2010
8 posts
I was thinking otherwise.
blindedbyfaggots:
I’m going to try to get good grades this year.
The first time I read this I saw ‘I’m going to not try to get good grades this year.’ And so I thought me too!. But I read twice. and thought ”Oh.. guess I was thinking otherwise.”
“I did not understand that God’s most precious gifts come in boxes that...”
– Sheila Walsh; [21 Reasons Bad Things Happen to Good People- Dave Earley]
1 tag
five lovely petals
He loves me.
He forsakes me not.
He loves me.
He leaves me not.
He loves me.
